Chapter 5 - The Price of Being Comfortable

Sloane Vale owned seventeen pairs of shoes.
She counted them that night while searching her closet for something comfortable enough to wear on a day when her life appeared to be collapsing.
Seventeen pairs.
Four pairs she'd never worn.
Three pairs purchased after promotions.
One pair that had cost almost as much as her first month's rent with Caleb.
She remembered that rent.
Nine hundred and eighty dollars for a one-bedroom apartment above a laundromat.
The radiator hissed like an angry cat.
The kitchen window wouldn't close properly.
Caleb used to stuff a folded dish towel into the gap when winter wind blew through.
Sloane had hated that apartment.
She had also been happy there.
Those two truths annoyed her more than anything.
Her phone lit up.
EVAN RUSK.
She ignored the call.
He tried again.
On the third attempt, she answered.
"What?"
"That's a lovely greeting."
"I'm on leave. You remember? The thing where my boss tells me not to come to work?"
"Paid leave. Enjoy the vacation."
"Go to hell, Evan."
"Careful. We're all having a stressful week."
Sloane closed her eyes.
"What do you want?"
"I need to know what you told Diana about Mercer."
"Nothing that wasn't true."
"Good. Keep it that way."
She sat on the edge of her bed.
"You knew he was coming."
Evan said nothing.
"You knew, didn't you?"
"I knew Diana had hired a consultant."
"You told me Caleb had been involved in credit-card fraud."
"I said his financial history was questionable."
"That's not the same thing."
"Sloane, your ex-boyfriend made a dramatic entrance, and you made a bad decision. Don't try to share the blame."
Her stomach tightened.
He was right about one thing.
Nobody had forced her to snap the card.
Evan had given her a story about Caleb.
She'd chosen to believe it because it was more comfortable than admitting Caleb might have built a good life without her.
"What is Northline Trace?" she asked.
"You have a phone. Look it up."
"I did."
"Then you've answered your own question."
"Why does Diana trust him?"
Evan's voice hardened.
"Diana trusts people who tell her what she wants to hear. That's becoming expensive."
Sloane stared at the mirror across her bedroom.
A woman in an expensive blouse looked back at her.
She didn't particularly like her.
"Evan, what's B-17?"
The line went quiet.
Then he asked, "Where did you hear that?"
She tried to sound casual.
"It came up at work."
"Forget about it."
"Why?"
"Because you're an excellent manager, Sloane. I would hate for one unpleasant afternoon to ruin a promising career."
She recognized the shift in his voice.
The polished friendliness.
The threat hiding beneath it.
"Evan."
"Yes?"
"Are you threatening me?"
"No. I'm reminding you that we both value stability."
He disconnected.
Sloane sat motionless.
Stability.
That was the word she'd used when she left Caleb.
She wanted a stable future.
A stable apartment.
A stable relationship with a man who knew where his next paycheck was coming from.
Caleb had loved her.
But love hadn't paid the electricity bill when his father's attorney demanded another retainer.
Love hadn't stopped the collection letters.
Love hadn't fixed the way Caleb shut down whenever she asked how frightened he was.
She remembered their last argument.
September 2022.
Rain against the kitchen window.
Caleb standing beside a table covered in bills.
"You could've told me your savings were gone," she'd said.
"I was trying to fix it."
"By yourself? Again?"
"I didn't want you carrying my family's problems."
"I'm already carrying them, Caleb. You just won't let me see how heavy they are."
He'd looked exhausted.
"Then what do you want me to say?"
She'd said the cruelest thing she'd ever said to him.
"Maybe I want a boyfriend whose entire future isn't another emergency."
She still remembered his face.
He hadn't shouted.
He'd just looked away.
Two days later, she'd moved out.
At the time, she'd told herself she was choosing survival.
She hadn't told herself what she'd done six weeks earlier.
That summer, Evan had summoned her into his office.
He'd placed a receiving report on the desk and asked her to sign a correction.
The document stated that a shipment recorded as missing in 2018 had been located and properly reconciled in 2022.
Sloane had questioned the date.
Evan explained that old accounting problems sometimes required retrospective paperwork.
Then he'd mentioned her mother's house.
Lenore Vale needed extensive roof repairs after a winter storm.
Her insurance had denied most of the claim.
She'd already borrowed against her small savings.
Evan offered to arrange a personal loan of seventy-eight thousand dollars through one of his private companies.
He also arranged a twenty-four-thousand-dollar retention payment to Sloane.
She signed the receiving report.
She accepted the money.
She told herself she was saving her mother's home.
For four years, she had refused to consider what that signature might have meant for anyone else.
Now Caleb's father was dead.
And Caleb had walked back into her life carrying a black card she had broken in front of witnesses.
Sloane rose from the bed.
She went to the kitchen, poured a glass of water, and opened a drawer beneath the refrigerator.
Inside was a folder containing the loan agreement.
She removed the first page.
The lender's legal name was Briarcliff Holdings LLC.
She flipped to the signature page.
Evan Rusk had signed as managing member.
Beneath his signature was a stamped reference code.
B-17.
Her phone vibrated.
A text from Evan.
One more thing. If Mercer asks about the 2022 reconciliation, you don't remember signing it.
Sloane read the message twice.
Then she opened her laptop and searched for the 2018 warehouse investigation.
For years, she'd avoided reading about it.
That night, she finally typed two words into the search bar.
Thomas Mercer.
The first result was an archived local newspaper article.
The headline accused warehouse management of negligence after a high-value wine consignment disappeared.
Sloane clicked.
Halfway through the article, she found a photograph of Thomas standing outside Bellamy's warehouse.
He looked older than she remembered.
Tired.
Embarrassed.
Below the photograph was a sentence that made her hand go cold.
According to an internal report signed by the company's inventory control manager, Thomas Mercer was the final employee authorized to release the missing stock.
Sloane scrolled back up.
Inventory control manager.
She remembered the title on the 2022 document.
And realized that the signature she'd added four years after the original incident had been used to validate the same warehouse records that ruined his life.
May you like
Her stomach turned.
"God, Caleb," she whispered into the empty kitchen. "What did I help him do?"